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Apr. 5th, 2012 | 03:32 pm
music: "Flapper Girl" - The Lumineers
posted by: tunes84 in untreated_pain

I've recently become more open about the pain I'm in, and I really wish to share it with others in similar situations. I've made a post on my own journal, and I do hope it will help in some way for even just one other person who deals with the day-to-day grind of chronic pain. And if there is anything I can do to help, please feel free to contact me. Even if it's just an ear to listen, I'm sort of in limbo when it comes to my life. Simply existing instead of living. I can offer any kind of emotional support and ideas if someone needs.


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from: anonymous
date: Aug. 31st, 2012 06:04 am (UTC)
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I am sorry that you have to also deal with chronic pain. You are very brave to be open about your chronic pain and your willingness to help others.

I have been having very strong feelings that if my pain continues and interferes on my daily normal life, then I only want to live until I am 50 or younger.

I don't know what to do with those thoughts and feelings. They are becoming stronger each day and it seems that i am convencing my self that I will only live until then.

Im trying to live a normal functional life and rushing to the best of my ability to accomplish things for myself, since I have less than 12 years left, but I cant wait for the moment to come. I really believe that I was not meant to be on this earth for more than that.

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from: tunes84
date: Oct. 3rd, 2012 02:40 pm (UTC)
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Anon, forgive me for taking so long to reply to this.

Your thoughts and feelings are very legitimate, and I'm so very sorry that you're feeling the way you are. But you shouldn't give up. Not now, not when you're 50.

I admit that I struggle with depression, as most of us surely do who deal with pain every day. I have dark thoughts sometimes and I think about things I shouldn't, but it's normal for us to feel this way. When everything hurts so badly, it's perfectly normal to feel this way.

But don't give up.

As I said, I'm sorry for taking so long to reply to this. The pain has been getting to me and I haven't been active around here lately. But my inbox is open if you need to talk about this.

There are things in this life that are worth everything, and worth continuing on, fighting through the pain, even when it feels like you can't anymore.

Be well, anon. Talk to me if you need to.

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from: anonymous
date: Jun. 17th, 2013 06:46 am (UTC)
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I had surgery on my neck in 2009, I've been in chronic severe pain ever since. Coming to my own scary conclusion, that my world has become a world of existing,& not one with the living.At my strongest of times, I fought to get treatment for my pain, and now I don't even have enough energy for that. I had a friend of mine in high school, that had cancer. This kinda reminds me of cancer, it's slow, painful, at eats at you, until there is nothing left.What a horrible way to survive everyday. Looking back on my life, I'm really grateful for having empathy for others trying never to judge another, how ironic is it, that I live in a world where many have judged me, so at least I still have pride in knowing i'm a kind human being. After reading pages of blogs,yours stood out, thank you for an ear

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Jenny

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from: tunes84
date: Aug. 4th, 2013 02:09 am (UTC)
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Thank you for this comment. Sorry it's taken so long to reply to you. Things haven't been so good.

I'm so sorry to hear about all your pain and the trouble and judgement you've been going through in your life. It's never an easy road when you're in this much pain.

I haven't blogged on LJ in a while, but I've done some blogging here: http://jenniperberry.tumblr.com/

My journal, however, is still always open.

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from: anonymous
date: Aug. 15th, 2013 06:20 pm (UTC)
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I have a condition attributed to kidney failure and transplant drugs called AVN or osteo-necrosis , bone death. bone tissue dying. I don't take pain meds because they are hard on my transplanted kidney. I am in so much pain that I'm losing my mind. I cry in pain. I try to hide it but people ask "what's wrong with you" because they see the pain in my face. I don't know how much longer I can go on like this. My name doesn't matter. My pain does. It's all consuming and debilitating. I can not get any doctors to take me serious even though they know my history.. They simply say there is nothing they can do. I understand when bones die they don't come back...kind of like pulling adult teeth ..gone is gone...I'm just scared my pain is going to make me go insane..

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from: tunes84
date: Nov. 7th, 2013 05:46 pm (UTC)
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Anon, there is always a reason to keep going. I apologize for not seeing this message, it never came to my email. But listen to me, please, in that if you ever need to talk, my email is tunes@rocketmail.com and I'm available to vent to. I understand the pain of not having anyone really take you seriously and the pain of, well, pain. It feels like a hole you're falling into, but you're not alone in how you're feeling. As long as you keep trying. It's so so hard to do that, to keep trying, I know. I've wanted to give up so many times, and it's okay to feel like that. Pain makes you think/feel so many different things, and its effects are not the same for everyone. This is something I've found people can't understand often. How pain is different for everyone. Ahh, anon, seriously, email for venting. I am listening.

<3 Jenn

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